距離 我們之間

As “Le Boisson” told me it's not good to hide things inside, I'd better write as much as i could when it’s necessary.

So i m here to write down things I need to shout out, instead of calling you or harassing you on MSN or SKYPE. I think the reason most of my friends use the “invisible mode” on MSN is to avoid my harassment.

Do not even ask me why i m writing in English. Let's say if you were me, the only language you heard and used is Taiwanese in the office. Everyday you feel English is leaving you behind far and far, i do believe that you would also write in English like i do.

OK, it's my own choice...yes! i know...do not again, remind me!  Your reminders do shut me up! Thank you!

There’s chaos in my brain while i tried to calm myself down. I almost believe that I am a schizophrenic from certain aspects… Though I don’t think the alcohol and cigarette can really help me out, I still wanna get drunk, like I always did.

Stop asking me “how r u”…I m so sick of lying to you, or myself, if I told you “I m fine.” I can’t even think in English, tons of words are running in my brain in their own way that drives me crazy.

You can see from my sentences above, I m only repeating the same vocabularies in a confusing order…