距離 我們之間

I m doing the count down for my annual leave. And yes, it's exactly the number you guys saw on my MSN hypocorism.

The count down thing is also running out of my patience. During the past one year, i've pushed myself so hard to be "stable." This is the word that i wasn't born with.

When it's really coming to the end, i acted like a coward. I've been trying with damn effort not to updating my resume and not to hunting jobs on HR website. I don't know specifically what keeps me waiting. My current plan would be taking my annual leave to Bangkok from 10/16 to 10/20, beginning job hunting by end of Oct.

Even myself wanna call myself the coward. Yes, that's rite...I held back. Though I complained and cursed my job every single day, I did nothing to change the situation and actually held back.

Can someone give me the courage